A blog from the heart of our intern, Maelee Lapinsky.
Interning for the Charlotte Mecklenburg Dream Center was not my first pick. I say that to be transparent, so you can really grasp the work that the Lord has been doing in me through all of this. I was originally going to intern for a law firm. It was suggested time and time again that I look into getting involved with the Dream Center, but I always made it clear that I was already occupied with something more up my alley. Fast forward to June 14th when instead of being at a desk sorting through legal papers, I found myself at a table with the staff of the Dream Center. I can’t really tell you how it ended up that way, because I am still trying to figure that out. One thing led to another and next thing I knew, I was the intern for the Dream Center.
In the beginning of this whole process that I am still in the midst of, I recognized a real bitterness growing in me due to not following through with my original plan. In the most cliche of terms, I am having to learn to ‘let go and let God’ which looks really good on a throw pillow, but when you try to implement that mentality into your everyday life, you will realize it is surprisingly HARD to give up what plan you feel is best for you in that season to pursue the all knowing, Creator of the universe’s plan for your life.
I have been shocked by what happens when you really trust the process, and trust the God of the process. Here I am continuing to learn with each Adopt-A-Block and every Reid Park Live that God placed me here, in this moment, to do this internship, for His glory. I am also amazed by the relationships I have made as well as the impact that has been made on me. A year ago I would have never thought that I would feel fulfilled by spending my Thursday nights handing out produce in the middle of a food desert. I am learning, I am loving, and I am creating lasting memories. With all of this said, I am not always insanely ecstatic to sit in I77 traffic only to spend 45 minutes in the neighborhood, but I am always comforted knowing that for those 45 minutes I had the opportunity to plant seeds in someone else’s life.
Over the course of the past few months I have realized that the potential ‘my’ plan holds for my life doesn’t compare to the promises that God’s plan carries. Ultimately, I know that my plan B, was always God’s plan A for me.